Da buona anticonformista su questo fronte, non ho mai fatto neanche la lista dei buoni propositi per l'anno nuovo, certa che non riuscirei a rispettarla, ed inoltre non faccio più liste di nessun genere - a parte quella della spesa e dello shopping - da quando ho smesso di credere a Babbo Natale.
Ma il 2010, a parte i miei amici di sempre, alcune piacevoli conoscenze e il mio ragazzo, non è andato affatto bene, per vari motivi: primo di tutti, ho perso mio nonno, una grande persona e uno degli uomini più importanti della mia vita. Il vuoto che ha lasciato sarà quasi impossibile da colmare.
E' per questo motivo che quest'anno ho fatto la mia personale lista: voglio iniziare questo nuovo anno in modo diverso e voglio impegnarmi a rispettarla, perché per me sarebbe un passo avanti essere fedele ai miei progetti, portare a termine gli obiettivi che mi pongo, senza procrastinare o pretendere di farne mille come mio solito ( e magari non concludere niente ). Insomma voglio rivoluzionare qualcosa del mio modo di fare ed essere, cominciando da una piccola cosa come questa.
Voi avete fatto la lista dei buoni propositi? Quali obiettivi avete inserito?
I've never been superstitious; if I broke a mirror, I get angry, but not for the 7 years of bad luck; if I had a cat, he would be absolutely black; if I drop salt, I don't care. I hate those stupid emails which you haven't to interrupt or you will have bad luck for years - in fact I stop them all - and I don't follow all the frivolous traditions, as wearing red lingerie for New Year's Eve ( why I should do it, if I can't show to my boyfriend, who celebrates elsewhere? )
Since I'm nonconformistic person about those things, I've never made a resolutions list for the new year's coming, because I know me and I won't respect it and, moreover, I never make lists - except for shopping lists - since I don't believe in Santa Claus no more.
But the 2010, except for some friends and my beloved boyfriends, wasn't as good as I hoped: my grandpa, a wonderful person and one of the most important man in my life, dead. And now, the hole he left in me is almost impossible to refill.
That's why this year I've decided to make my personal resolutions list: I want to start the new year in a different way and I'll try to respect my list, because it would be very important for me to accomplish and reach my goals, no delays and no claims to do a thousand things ( and not conclude anything ). I want to revolutionize myself beginning with this little thing,
Did you make your own resolutions list for 2011? What goals did you write?
Go back to New York, where my older sister lives. I wish I went with my boyfriend or a special friend.
Go to the gym to tone me up, just in time for summer holidays.
See the SubsOnica Concert in Florence, April the 15th, with my uncle.
Do shopping because I strongly believe in Shopping Therapy.
Buy everything at Tiffany's, because as Holly Golightly said, "nothing very bad could happen to you there".
Go to Milan, because I've never been there and it's such a shame, isn't it?
Study hard and pass all ( or almost of ) my exams.
Start a healthy and balanced diet with more fruits and vegetables and less junk food, although calling 'junk' all the delicious Christmas desserts is terrible. But then who will enter in my jeans!?
Last but not the least, keep closer my beloved boyfriend and strengthen relationship with all my friends, especially with my 'girls', that are better than SATC's! 'Cause good things are less good, if you haven't someone with whom share them.